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Assalamualaikum and hello, o awesome readers!

I guess I'm pretty cool person. I likes be positive, helping others, writing and exploring.  Also a fan of happy ending. Even life is too serious as it is. This blog i called as my second heart. Everything with Allah blessing, i'll share those awesome moments in my life. Overall i think is a lot about my family. 'Cause i love them....LOL.

Thanks for all your support! It means a lot. Anyway, welcome to my life.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

I'm secretive


I think i'm too secretive, mysterious by myself. I truly admit it with no pressure.
If you all realized, when someone asked the question that I'm not comfortable with it. I will quickly change the subject. Or if to hard, i not mind to answer it either.
Sometimes, I preferred silent than spoke about what i felt.

Because my mind is different from what your mind thought. Yeah.
I'm the one always seen good thing in everything. Zero negativity of course.
Someday, i knew, it will happen.
Where I'm afraid too, that i will hurts someone feeling because of my words later on. Who knows, right.
That may we are not in same boat anymore.

With this, I more preferred all my social media are in a private account. And less friends.
No friends is better, duh.
Not a attention seeker absolutely.
The more I received friend request, the more it's make me in miserable.
Sorry again guys.
But i tried hard to approved it even it's late or some i may not make it.
Just, is like they tried to intruder my life. Or I somehow don't want they read what my thought is.
I felt insecure.

Few years back, I'm not like this. I am a friendly and hyperactive girl. More hippie and crazy from what I'm today.
I didn't mind taking pictures together either.
But something happened in my early teenagers life. That change everything.
Changes my mindset to see what others think of me.
Then I became passive, don't like any attention and mostly not fans of picture things anymore.

Not even my parents, my siblings or my friends catch what really happened. No one knew. Why i change drastically.
Because i still kept giving them the smiley face.
Like it's not a big deal.
And obviously, i will not talked about this in here too. May time will tell.
When the right moment are. When I found my trustworthy, and my self-esteem are higher than the sky.
Even I treated this blog as my private diaries. But stalkers are everywhere. Do you?

My name is Adibah.

One day after open house on Eid session. Someone asked me, why so hard to invite me to took a picture together.
Or maybe a picture of me and him. At least duh.
And he sent random picture of me with full mouth of pineapple tart. Me walking with phones in my hand.
And some others not so cute pose.

Why and why?
He still want me to feedback.
I just said, why selfie too much? Didn't one picture doesn't good enough?
I'm ugly by the way.
But I'm not giving that reason. Not want to be fired back. But. As always, i change the subject.

Some people have their own reason. Their own secret.
How hard you tried for them to reveal it, that's a time you need to fed up and just giving them a space and respect.
Two things only.
They will appreciate it much.
Believe me.
If you the selected as the trustworthy one, keep on supporting.
They will appreciate it much too

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Big project: Akhirah Investment


Alhamdulillah Ya Allah.

Recently I updated my financial account, last Friday, and turned up that my umrah budget is doing great. And so great!
Sangat puas hati and so excited.
Sujud syukur. Terima kasih Allah.

For time being i have four seat on list. 
Which Alhamdulillah are fully sponsored by me.
And maybe five yeah, still considered.
I pray Allah give more lagi rezeki. Mana tahu boleh bawak ramai lagi.
Alhamdulillah sangat...

So, my parents is the first choice and i will drag along my younger brother, perhaps. For my father sake. Adalah mereka berteman satu sama lain.
And if jadik, one seat more, for my younger sister. Dia nak gi gak.
And i have better partner.
Boleh ajak dia pergi Subuh awal, selawat banyak-banyak and spent time wisely.
Tak sabarnya!

I already explained to them, don't worry about me.
Takeout within this big amount of money from my account for akhirah investment things. I can said, i still have emergency fund for my dhunya.
This back up are from overseas bank that will covered me, maybe three to four months.
Secara puratanya lah.

If they rasa tak selesa. And want pay me back, it's up to them.
That's money i will make a charity purpose perhaps. Some project will repay in good deens. Yeah.
Lagi bertambah and berterusan pahalanya. Kan.

Duh, since kecik, I'm a strict financially girl minded.
Jangan main-main. 
Sebab i'm not from high class family, so anything we want.
We collect money by our own. Sebab tak nak susahkan mak ayah. Anak yang baik, hehheheh...
And now i want to go Mecca, and i saving constantly. And here i am.

Hurms, that's why pelik betul choose nursing. 
I think i more better in managing money.
Excellent in maging your too.
Berangan tu free kan.

Anyway, ramai gak yang terkejut about my plan actually.
Sebab yelah, muda muda dah ada plan macam ni.
Ni plan sesuai untuk orang yang dah retired. Jenis orang-tua. 
And they said i still so young untuk melakukan perubahan sebesar ini.
I'm not enjoying my life.

And i just only can smiled back.
This kind of question i will answer in next post. 
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Saturday, April 15, 2017

Sarawak:Sarawak Village Culture


Sambung balik pasal Sarawak things.
Kami pergi ke sini merempit, jangan tak caya.
Believe it or not.
Siap pilih jalan paling jauh lagi.
Pastu, Naik skuter. Sejam gak la baru sampai.

Paling best, nampak pantai Damai. Nak singgah tapi nak cepat.
And nampak gak, Gunung Santubong. Real.
Kata orang nampak tak lekuk muka orang kat situ.
I saw it.
But Allah lebih tahu segalanya.
Kita ni kadang-kadang mitos terlebih.

One fine day, nak aim hiking sini. InsyaAllah.

And masa sampai sana, around 11:00 am.
Daftar masuk fees semua. Don't worry, they accept the card also.
Tak salah, RM 63.00
Dapat resit,
And you get Sarawak Village Culture passport too!

So, at first, we just relax after penat atas motor.
The show pon only took few minutes before start, So tak jadi masalah.
Show diorang ada two time. 11:30 am and 04:00 pm.
Rugi jika terlepas.
Kena gih second time. So, make sure you make it. OK.

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At here, they showed us a welcoming song and variety of dance and clothes.
My friends dah teruja gila.
Siap usha mamat penari-penari Sarawak

And half an hour duduk tengok show.
Makan sikit and after that, barulah jalan-jalan house to house.
Macam Hari Raya plak time tu.
Yelah my friend pakai jubah and i simple red blouse.
Nasib tak bawak lemang, ketupat bagai.
If diorang boleh introduced to us their culture, we also can lah kan.

Ni idea gila boleh tried masa next time visit yer.
Ada rezeki lebih.

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I can said, just enjoy yourself.
Take part in their traditional permainan. And support diorang punya makanan gak.
Try jela. Tak mahal mana pon.
Paling teruk, sakit perut jer.
Tapi Alhamdulillah.
We all fine.

And baju yang my friend pakai tu, Sekali pakai, Rm 10 hinggit charge.
Nak pakai berapa lama pon diorang tak kisah.
I can't wore that. Takut cantik sangat, kalah Miss Sarawak nanti.

Mingle around sebab orang sini semua friendly belaka.
And jalan-jalan gak, sambil tu... gilah cop passport jangan lupa.

My tips untuk Sarawak Village Culture.
Bring your own mineral water. Sebab nak keep hydrated.
And snack or raisin macam kami beli.
Or even chocki-chocki perisa coklat.
The best, jangan buang sampah merata ok.
Care the nature!

Kasut kalau boleh, gi beli yang selesa nak berjalan.
And baju too.
Kalu tak kesah nak berjbah like my friend. Lagi bagus.

Anyway, if you all like art.
Kesenian Sarawak is the best!
And amazing.

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Muka orang tired!
And siap semua, bila nak balik. Nak on map. Battery da tinggal 7 %.
Hahahha. Gelak sambil rasa nak nangis time ni.
Tapi kami redah jer.
Bila batteries died. Tried usha any sign board.
And asked orang tepi-tepi jalan. The trusted one lah.
Sampai satu tahap, kami dah memang lost. Sign board pon tak ada. Tapi rasa dah betul sangat jalan. Siap kira bridge semua.

And kami pon berhenti satu tempat. Masuk kedai Pak amit, nama kedai tu Warung makan-makan.
Kami ordered makan. And asked permission untuk charge phone.
If diorang cakap sejam rm 50, i sanggup.
Sebab nak on maps.
Nasib budak lelaki tu baik. Bagi free. Moga Tuhan membalas jasamu.

And tengah tunggu phone hidup, ada dua orang couple dok belakang meja kami.
Buat muka manis, tanyalah.
Dia punya jawapan, macam kami ni dah masa lahir memang Sarawakian.
Siap bagi jalan pintas bagai.
Alah, adik lalu surau lama hujung jalan ni. Surau bla.bla.bla.
Kami buat muka pening. Mak cik nih boleh angkut dia sekali tak?

Just said thank you for both of them. On phone. Ada 20 %, bayar meals semua.
Hidupkan motor, jalan.
Alhamdulillah, selamat sampai hotel.
Rest, mandi. Malam keluar treasured untuk dinner pulak.